Betrayal

I did it to myself you see,

I let my darkness grab ahold of me,

pull me under and drown me.

.

Left with a soggy fucking mess

of pulled hearts and strings.

.

My addictions to pain and

destruction let loose that day.

.

Inside of me,

unleashed the beast,

who thinks she is wild

and indestructable but

becomes childlike

and vulnerable.

.

.

The drinks take a hold of me,

and flood gate part of my brain

with sensory deprivation

and overload all at once.

.

The universe expanding

and drowning

.

inside of me.

❤ Jessa

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